Day 2, no Master.
i feel horrible for Him and totally and completely helpless. i am lost and confused. Not with our relationship, but i need Him. Too much has been running through my mind.
i know i mentioned being contacted from that man. He also sent me a copy of the note that he sent to Master. It really bothers me because he told Master that i was in an abusive relationship. Doesn't this man understand how D/s works? i'm so very confused.
Master and i continuously talk about our relationship and what our needs are. i'm asking for everything that Master is giving me. How can that be described as being abused? i love the control. i crave it, i need it and i live for it!
A lot happens in 2 days. i've burned my wrist, i've been burned on me knee, i've seriously hurt my right nipple and i have a job interview on Monday.
i hope He is better and is back tomorrow. i hate not being able to take care of Him....................
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