Yes, again, Friday. Ah my most least favorite day.
All in all, i think we had a good week. Aside from the threats, and that has me a little bit nervous. Master, nor i, have heard anything from him. Is this the calm before the storm, or is he smart enough to leave me alone? i hoping for the latter.
My mind goes into overload about what could possibly happen with this person...........but i also know that whatever comes my way, Master will handle it. That is a relief.
Another interesting thing...........i was speaking with another man on another site for the last couple of days and out of nowhere he told me what kind of person i was. He hit the nail right on the head. Told me i was a submissive (and some other interesting things). i was absolutely in shock. i thought perhaps it was "you know who" just finding me on another site. He confirmed it was not and told me he was a bit of a psychic. He said he cannot explain how he can do that. It's amazing.
i told Master about it, and also mentioned to Him what site i was on. Know what He said......He wants to have access to my phone. i know someone vanilla reading this would freak out, but all it did for me was make me smile (and perhaps get a little wet - yikes). More control. Utter control of me. i crave it. He's also promised to finally be in control of all of my finances. i am not to spend a cent unless He is aware of it. i have absolute no problem with this. It's what is best for me. All the way around.
One more interesting thing........Master and i were not able to see each other this afternoon, as we do everyday. Yes, it makes me feel very sad, but you know what..........i can handle it now. i'm not really sure why. Is it because Master is now taking care of me physically and that part of me isn't bothering me anymore????? Maybe. i don't know. i still feel very secure, and happy. He takes care of me so very well. i only hope that i do as good of a job taking care of Him.
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